Kendra Lynn Lee!!!

born 2/12/10 @ 4:41pm 7.5lbs!!!!! We went bowling the night before i was induced to help the process!!! which did work!!! i was induced Thursday night at 10pm everything went great till they gave me extra medicine for my contracting.. which turned everything upside down.. the contractions were horrible and Kendra had turned so i was giving back labor and i wasn't aloud a epidural.. at noon on Fri i was 4cm and by 3:30 i was still 4cm.. so they took me in for a C section by 4pm and out she came by 4:41!!! i didn't get to see her till after 10pm that night.. and they gave her a bath and i finally got to hold her!!! everything didn't go the way i would have wished but we r both here and healthy so that's all that matters!!! she's so perfect in so many ways!!! i couldn't imagine my life without her now!! and I'm so excited for the future!!!!!!!!!!!!!


first photo with mama!!!

first time in the crib!!!!

telling me a story!!!!

the cutest sleeping pic!!!

saw the baby again at 30weeks!!! she was 2.5lbs now im 35 weeks and she's 6.5..wow right?..lol and i go to the doc every monday cause she had dropped down in my belly and her head is down so the doc says any day now and she could be coming!!! im excited and so not ready at the same time... but i guess i just have to be ready..lol

we have finally finished the baby room!!!! so i dont feel so unprepaired... i love it!!! its kinda weird cause you know your pregnant and your life is never going to be the same, but now it feels like its really here... and im not freaking out i guess im just anxouse all the time.. i feel like im filling a balloon with water and just waiting for it to over flow and pop...lol

it took us several weeks and hours online to find the right bedding, and i think its perfect!!!!

been in jackson for a week...

its been a long week.. iv been working at teds office which is good cause i really could use the money, but we still arnt on great terms... i did get to make baby a snow outfit!!!! it was allot of fun i think i might start doin it more often!!! and it snowed here yay!!!

going home!!!!!!!!!!

this week i am cleaning my hole house and remodeling my bathroom!!! and then leaving for jackson on sat!!! i will be their for 3 weeks.. thats a little long but my dad is letting me work for him while im down their which is good cause i could use the money!!!! and kenny will be remodeling my moms house the hole time and has dead line of a list thats longer then WWII..lol cause my mom is doing my baby shower on the 5th of dec at her house!!! poor guy... but i am really excited to go home for a little.. its nice to get a good dose of ur family so that u dont miss them as much when u leave..lol

so much for Fall.. =-(

so my favorite season has come and gone and i didnt even get to enjoy it.. by the time all the woods changed color into the deep reds and oranges and that Fall breeze had that amazing sent.. Jack Frost came after only two nights of this blissfull time and he laughed in my face.. now the only time i like this man is during x-mas when its snowed alot, and he frosts over the top of the snow so everything looks like it sparkles, like in a snow globe.. thats about the only time i thank him... but his behavior for this will not be forgiven.. (lol) he he

i love my brother

so dillon and i are very close and he is going to make some girl really happy... while i was in jackson dillon waited on me hand and foot.. it was soo cute. him and i have always been night owls and now with me being prego and really starting to show, it doesnt matter how tierd i am i just cant seem to get comfterable.. so he would stay up in the living room with me till i fell asleep then he would turn off the tv and the lights and go to sleep himself, in the process it doesnt matter how much i eat in asetting im still hungery like an hour1/2 latter.. so he would make me mac'n'cheese at like midnight..lol(baby craves it) so when i do eat i try to eat smaller portions.. which seems to be getting harder and harder.. and by the time i left jackson dillon said he doesnt wanna eat any more mac'n'cheese..lol











now dillon is a big boy.. he's 14 and like 5'10" and 204lb.. which is weird cause when u think of a little brother u kinda always expect him to stay "little".. but noooo, they soon get bigger then u and u cant give them as hard a time as u used to cause now they can throw u over their shoulder..lol dillon has always been really good at sports.. so this yr he tried out for high school football and got full back on off fence and nose on defence!!!.. so the last day i was in town it was homecoming.. and dillon a freshman got asked to play varsity with the other seniors!!! so cool just thought i had to brag!!! and we slottered them 58 to 12!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!

its my baby GIRL!!!! i was soo excited when i new exactly what baby was!! i feel like i can really bond with her now.. i was always calling her baby.. cause it sounded weird to call something so precouse to me an it.. so now i feel like everything is actually real.. kenny and i already registered at Babies.R.us which was fun at first till i realized how much i actually need..aww talk about stress..lol any who, i plan on sending out invites to the baby shower here soon i plan on having it after the hollidays.. around the end of jan early feb...? not sure.. part of me thinks that
may be too close to when i pop but it also seems far enough after the holidays..? ( might need some advice on that one...)