Thursday, September 10, 2009

Things work in odd ways

So my mom comes down to the springs on for a week to visit and her car breaks down so poor Kenny has to spend the week fixing the suburban and my mom has to be to work that Monday, so when it came time for her to leave town her car still isn't done.. she decides to kidnap me to take her back up to Jackson.. now the only reason i went was because she called Ted and asked if he could hire me for a few weeks while i was their.. and to my surprise he said yes.. now i already talked about the letters Ted and i sent back and forth to try to mend things.. so i was a little worried about working for him for a couple weeks.. and on top of that he doesn't approve of me having a baby.. not just that I'm too young but also who its with.. now him and i arnt very close so its not like i need his approval but its always nice to have any family members support u even when you'r in the wrong.. but I'm not sad or upset about this baby I'm excited and i no its gonna be allot of work and frustrating and everything under the sun.. but i cant explain how great its going to be to be able to love someone so completely and no that no matter what they need u just as bad as you do them!!! but now that iv been here for two weeks it makes me feel like it all happened for a reason and it was so great to get to know him allover again and be able to rebuild that relationship. i feel like iv accomplished getting this life time of depression and bad memories off my chest!!! and i cant explain how fulfilled i feel.. now don't get me wrong, we arnt all buddy buddy yet and that will still take allot of work to get their but after all this it just seems to make it easier!!!

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